CHELSEA SOCCER MATCH !!!

soooo ryan and i went to the Chelsea V.S. Club America soccer match that was held at COWBOYS STADIUM.... enjoy the pics.... the screen was BANANAS.

ohh.... and Chelsea beat that tan ass.

so. i got a cat !

i totaly cant wait to get back home n play around with her. lol she's being really shy so far, but i understand that she needs to get usedto the new place, as well as get usedto me. she's so pretty and exotic, i cant come up with a name for her, all i have is Adelle so far, i wanna give her an exotic, cool name, but i cant seem to think of one. if you have any ideas let me know.

San Diego's got me down..... : (

my lease is up in 4 months.... and i have reeeeaaallly been considering makin my way out to the coast and live in San Diego.
so being the scrupulous researcher that i am ... ESPECIALLY when it comes to MAJOR decisions..... i looked at almost every possible website i could to do some research on not just life in San Diego, but also the COST OF LIVING and kinda ran over the determining factors on..... WHY i love that area.... and all my dreams were shot to shit with all the ppl who had SO MANY negative things to say about that city.
this is from the message boards... : what others had to say :
1) prepair to be BANKRUPT living in san diego.
2) i hope u hate rain, because the average rainfall per year is 10 inches. (i love the rain)
3) too few parkin spaces EVERYWHERE and not enough highways so traffic sucks.
4) mass amounts of wildfires in san diego that will consume your home
5) tax is 9.5%


so yeah... wow. Tottaly crushed my dreams, now i guess ill look for my new Paradise where i can lay my head at.

ill update with what i find out.

HUMBLE

thats a great word... i was tought about the word HUMBLE in church, and how god puts this in our lives so that we can come to him thru prayer as HUMBLE servants and to be submissive to his will.
well..... with all the agrevation i just let leak out onto this blogg. i just got a call from a woman who was telling me how her neigborhood and herself are getting together to pay for an elderly lady's electricity in there comunity. it honestly warmed my heart. the same heart that 2 min ago felt like hurting anyone who bothered me today (i still might) (seriousely)

so i am now humbled by the good will that a few ppl still have now days...


ONE LOVE

PURDY

Buy me one of these decks

ANT HILL

so, i just walked outside to have a cigarette and noticed there was an ant hill.

well I'm a big KID so i grabbed the nearest stick and messed it up

so i could see the ants running around.

AFTER i did this i started to think....

that anthill was HUGE, i mean like a billion grains of dirt....

i started to think even deeper into this.

the ants are sooo small, so each ant had to work non stop for probably what I'm going to assume was a really long time to build this anthill.

and here i come, some guy with a place to live that cant b brushed away with a stick and just DEMOLISHED there home.

so while these ants are frantically running around trying to find out whats going on, IIIII start to feel TERRIBLE. like... i know they are a bunch of ants but....

come on... now they hafto re-build.

OR

maybe there like... man, this place sucks, were always getting messed with ( i noticed a cig had been put out in the hill earlier)

so they move some other place n start all over.

damn, i feel like a douche now.

i know its small and insignificant, but to me that just seemed like a shitty thing to do in retrospect.

sooo... it might b a very long time before i destroy another ant hill. if ever.

sorry little guys, i apologize.

(that rhymed)