im gonna bitch

so i just realized i HATE this job.
sorry if u work with me and you read this, but too fuckin bad.

im tired of ppl NOT WORKING and making me work harder, im tired of talking to WEIRDOS
im tired of having these STUPID PEOPLE call in and say a bunch of bullshit that has nothing to do with anything. there are SEVERAL ppl here who i do like, but a couple i hate.
oh and by the way i had some guy up here tell me he didnt like me cause he hadto fix some accounts i signed up. sorry if out of the 600 accounts i signed up since i worked here that YOU hafto DO UR JOB on like 5 of them, but DONT SIT THERE AND TO MY FACE TELL ME YOU DONT LIKE ME. cause guess what.... ur someone I CANT STAND, so that means nothing to me, just makes me feel like shit for the day.
so FUCK THIS JOB ... cant wait to leave.


im out

here is just about EVERYTHING i will be doing this weekend.

damnit kanye

i have always loved the music, no doubt he's great...

and lately AKA tha past like 2 yrs... i have even liked HIM, since he has been saying he has matured, and grown as a person, and he ACTUALLY seemed to be doin ok, well with the exception of THROWING a TMZ reporters camera into the ground and throwing a hissy fit.

here is my question... why do ppl with SO MUCH given to them, FUCK IT UP SOOOOOOO BAD? look, i know its gotta b hard not to go to the grocery store without having ppl scream your name, but who gives a fuck ! drive back home in your maybach, sit back in your pool thats bigger than some ppls house, and watch one of your favorite shows on one of your many tvs bigger than my car.

GIVE ME ALL THAT ! i swear to god i wouldnt b acting like a lil titty baby, i would LOVE it, and give back instead of take away.

i lost all respect... its not cause its stupid "taylor swift" you do that same shit to ANY inocent 19yr old SWEET girl ... and its just WRONG. this isnt the 1st time... its not even the 3rd or 4th time he has just totally f-d up... we all need to forgive anything kanye does as christians... but damn, just cause you forgive doesnt mean you hafto like this fool.

sry this is so much, this just really upset me man, sucks to have someone go from someone you LOVE to someone you cant stand.

oh woe is me

let this marinade in yo mind fo a good minute (lol why was that so ghetto?)

Oh Jesus, i love you....
and i love Buddha too, Ramakrishna, Guru Dev, Tao Te Ching and Muhammad

Why do some people say, that there is just one way, to love you god and come to you? We are all apart of you.
You are un-nameable, you are un-knowable, all we have is metaphor. That's what time and space are for.

Is the universe your thought? You are, and you are not. You are many, you are one, ever ending, just begun.


oh Jesus i love you - cody



what do u think ???

THINGS AINT ALWAYS SET IN STONE

so i was just jammin kanye's Street Lights .... and for some reason every time i hear that song it just makes me feel great, and all i can picture in my head is Winter time, in New York City, just walking down the streets ... wrapped up in a warm coat, nose all red, cars and ppl just zooming by.... and i had this like epiphany .....

I HAFTO GO TO NEW YORK CITY !

so ... this December, im 100% sure... going to make a personal week long trip to The Big Apple....

if this sounds like something you would want to join in on then let me know, because im thinking about planning hotels and airlines next month. if not then hey, i would LOVE to b out on my own in a big city like that for a week. either way, i just got this kind of.... CALMING feeling just knowing i will be there soon.

CHELSEA SOCCER MATCH !!!

soooo ryan and i went to the Chelsea V.S. Club America soccer match that was held at COWBOYS STADIUM.... enjoy the pics.... the screen was BANANAS.

ohh.... and Chelsea beat that tan ass.